Yesterday I watched this video and it made me think a lot (as well as cry).
I thought about me not being my body.
I thought about the importance of being a mom and how I could do better at that.
I thought about how the Lord uses trials to make us better people and increase our faith (if we let our trials do that).
But mostly I have been thinking that I wish I knew (as well as Stephanie knows) what my mission is here on earth. I have so much going on in my life, but now I am wondering how much of all that is really what the Lord wants me to do. I know most of it is... like my church calling and being a mom and a wife. But what am I supposed to be doing in each of these areas?
Why am I here?
What is my purpose?
Much of the time I feel like I am white knuckling it; just barely getting through one day at a time. And sometimes not even all that well. Maybe that is because I am doing too much of whatever instead of enough of what's right.
What I want is to really know what God wants me to be doing. And then to not worry about any of the rest of it.
I guess it all begins with asking.
Scripture of the day: Psalms 19:7